Dedication

Normally able to do things with stubborn and determined single mindedness I've lately been confused about the concept of dedication, devotion and loyalty to my profession.

don't get me wrong I love what I do!

I love making playware (my company's name as well as a funky new media phrase we coined), I love teaching others about the industry and about everything else about my professional life and would be here doing this even if I was not paid for it.

I almost equally love writing (including stuff I post here and on other blogs) and despite internal resistance find myself spending more of my free time on it. This I feel may not be fair to what I am professionally.

Its sometimes feels that the solution is simple because I like making playware and having achieved a modicum of success I get paid for it too, so it seems logical to continue.

However, I find it hard to put-off writing so easily and feel that I can have a great time at it as well and make money there too.

I could continue with this status quo but I'm confused as to whether I can do justice to both these pursuits simultaneously.

This one is just a blurb as my thoughts on the subject are not as well formed as I would like.